to you, and to me.

What happened Friday afternoon was uncalled for. My heart ached, and I was frustrated, confused, and overwhelmed. But weirdly, I'm glad that I did what I did because if I didn't, we wouldn't have a better understand of each others true feelings. It took me 7 hours to realize what I did, and it took you 7 months. I'm sorry that I'm still dwelling on what happened back then, making me not allow myself to trust you. But I've been waiting too long to give this up. I walked back into this relationship for it to better, to love you better. You don't know what you've got until it's gone, right? We're back on track again and I have a gut feeling that we're stronger than ever. I'm loving where this is going.

Everything that used to matter has slowly become trivial, and I'm okay with it. I love where my life is going, especially with summer coming along. I feel tingly, bubbly, refreshed. Like this energy in me has sparked and I'm ready for anything.