I forgot that love involves free falls and dives. I've been so caught up with myself in precautions and preliminary actions, that I didn't allow myself to reach another level. I've become stubborn. I've locked myself in the past, the scenarios of pain and hurtful feelings. The feelings of being cheated, betrayed, neglected. This makes trust so easily forsaken. I may be safe and secured with this wall that I have created to protect my heart, but I've stopped myself from potential happiness.
I won't ask myself what I did wrong or how I could have done it differently. I'm not going to waste my valuable heart and mind trying to figure out why you did what you did, or thinking back on all the things you've said, and wondering what what the truth and what was the lie. I am aware things can never be how it was back then. But point is, this is another chance, another love story.
I didn't think about it twice. I meant what I marked on your the back of your hand with my finger yesterday. From earth to space, I promise.
It is darkest at dawn, but possibly dawn's already here and my eyes have yet to open to it. Perhaps life is about accepting things and moving on from it because it's not going to wait for me to pick myself up again.
Promise in the dark - Keri Hilson
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