I've been feeling better about a lot of things. I've realized that lately I've been angry.. Not in the sense of violence, but this anger is quiet. I get frustrated that people around me don't understand why I act the way I do, but I never gave them any reasons. I have this front I pull that I don't care, that I try to look for the good in everything, calm and mellow. But the compilations of every situation builds up; I keep it in for so long that I struggle to know how to explain myself. I feel bad because I push everyone away. I act weird and stubborn, hoping that they'll read my signals and get it. Hehhhh. Everything's my fault..I tend to put the pain away and let things be.
If I don't bother to care or show that I do, I'll lose something. Whether it's myself or someone else.
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