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"I don't know why I started. I just felt so dull and unhappy with everything, like you are. You know those days where you sit and you stare at one thing forever, and when you realize you're doing it, you snap yourself out? But you realize that staring at that thing pointlessly was so much more fun than anything, that you had to snap back into it? It was like that all week."
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You're right. I can't forget.