now

Concrete answers, promises, and "proving it". I believed you most of the time, but of course there were still doubts. I suppose I just needed that reassurance, but I can say that I did trust you. I couldn't be honest first, if you weren't.I can't believe I didn't see it before. I mean my friends told me, but I couldn't find it possible. Blind. You confirmed it last night though. Hah, but I should be used to this, your surprises. Unexpected how we begin, how we ended, and how we are now. Maybe I was too busy with school, art classes, and piano lessons, but everytime things were settled you were the first thing I thought of, came to. I told you, you were 1/4 of my life. But it's okay, it's not your fault. Feelings are uncontrollable and I guess only one of us was more true to one. My mind was set for July 2, 2010, maybe instead of looking for the future, I should have taken more attention of the present back then. I am now, I guess. And as of right now, there's nothing much to pay attention to, nothing much there anymore.


REBOS- #0 days.-__- I'll count up the days again, when my mind is set to it, until this shit's unfamiliar.